down the shithole

I surprised myself today. By doing a couple of things. Stuff that i'd not normally do:-

1. ventured into the world of blogging which i previously thought were for the pale, withdrawn and depressed (never mind the fact that i used to have a xanga site).
2. listened to and actually liked emo songs...panic at the disco, green day, my chemical romance etcetc.

why? do i hear a voice asking why i started exploring the unexplored? fine...no one asked. But i'll tell you why anyway. 'coz i was pissed. I've learnt that listening to emo/rock/punk type music helps when you're mad. oh when you put on your headphones...make sure to turn the volume up high. works much better that way. so that other ppl can go on talking without realizing that you're not listening to them...teehee.

then if you're still in a pissy mood...i suggest getting some ice cream therapy. preferably mint choc chip.